Tuesday, October 2, 2012
I have so many things I wish I could say. I'm so scared that everything will be used against me. I guess I isolated myself and now I sit here alone. My own personal hell. I am dying inside. I pushed away everyone that I love and now they don't want me, not one of them. I deserve everything that is happening. I am not a good person. I hate myself. There is only one way off this deserted island. I'm sorry I let you down my sweet babies. You are everything to me!
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Not everyone is gone. I've been here all along but you are blind to me now - so here I sit on the sidelines waiting. I've told you from the beginning how I feel, it hasn't changed. I'm not going to chase and beg you to be my friend anymore. If you want a friend be a friend. I haven't left.
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